January 2011
153 posts
Looking through my blogpost and I found this. I think I was in a dark place when I typed it out XD You’ve got me sitting here, wondering and thinking “What’s going to happen? What’s going to happen to us?” Nothing feels the same anymore I can’t help but think about you and what you said On the outside I felt like everything was fine And I told myself that all...
Jan 1st
December 2010
64 posts
You’ve got me sitting here, wondering and thinking “What’s going to happen? What’s going to happen to us?” Nothing feels the same anymore I can’t help but think about you and what you said On the outside I felt like everything was fine And I told myself that all you needed was time But my mind is telling me something different And my heart is cringing inside Its...
Dec 31st
Regrets are nothing but mistakes in the past that you still haven’t learned from yet. I promised myself that I wouldn’t ever regret anything in my life. I’d learn from whatever happened in my life. All my experiences make me who I am. And I’m proud of who I am. But…I wonder if this is the one thing in my life that I’m going to allow myself to regret. Its because...
Dec 31st
Some promises are meant to be broken. Just because you break yours don’t mean I break mine. And don’t ever, for a single second, believe that I’m like you; that I’m the way you are. I gave you my word and I meant it. If you choose to break yours, then so be it. I’ll deal with it. But if you choose to break yours because you think I’d do the same, then...
Dec 31st
theilukebolt asked: You're welcome. Have a wonderful new year.
Dec 31st
alohateeejay asked: ARE YOU SERIOUS? I just feel like a failure now -.-
Dec 31st
WatchWatch
My brother’s video of QWOP.
Dec 31st
Guys…my 10 year old brother beat QWOP within 5 minutes of playing it. HOW.
Dec 31st
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MY MOM MADE PHO.  
Dec 31st
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I don’t understand. What’s so hard about texting me first? I mean, I always start the conversation and I’m the one that drags it out because you don’t say anything else. But if I stop initiating the conversation, you get upset with me and this bad vibe comes off of you towards me. You don’t say it, but when you change the way you talk to me and you adopt this bad...
Dec 30th
I wonder about life sometimes. How everything works, how everything affects another thing. I wonder how its possible that there’s all this space in the universe. I wonder how all this came to be. I wonder why there are so many different people yet the same altogether. I notice how there are all these things I want to do, learn, and see but there’s so little time to do everything. Many...
Dec 30th
I love it when people think they know who I am from just looking at me. You don’t know what I’ve gone through and you don’t know who the real me is.
Dec 30th
Grey Goose + Cranberry = <3 
Dec 29th
Guys naturally have warmer bodies than girls. So...
nodumbassness: j0hnnylici0us: It works hehehe I’m pretty sure it’s the other way around. Girls generally have more body fat than guys which makes them feel warmer. But all humans have same body heat so it really doesn’t matter. Can we stop with these lame post please? 1) He can post what he wants. 2) Most of female body fat isn’t spread out. They’re all in centralized locations...
Dec 28th
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Anonymous asked: Whenever everything's going down hill, just remember that it can only get better from here. Optimism is key.
Dec 28th
I don’t understand how things can just turn around 180 degrees in a matter of a few days, let alone a few minutes. I don’t understand why things have to go wrong when everything seems to be perfect. It seems like when you’ve hit a low, everything else seems to follow and you feel like nothing’s going right. Or maybe that’s just me.
Dec 28th
Stuffing my face into my pillow and breathing in and out really helps calm my nerves. It forces me to breathe slowly. Thanks for always being there for me pillow. You’re always there when I get lonely and need a hug. You always take in my tears so no one knows I’ve cried. And you’re always warm and comforting; the first and last thing I feel hugging my face when I wake up and...
Dec 28th
I don’t understand why you think you can walk out of my life like that. We went through so much and I don’t think you understand how much you meant to me. You think you can just take all the memories we had away from me like that? Yeah, I’m selfish like that but I deserve to know why you left. After all, you made me believe you were going to be here for a while. You made me...
Dec 28th
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Dec 28th
I’m the guy who will text you good morning and good night. I’m the guy who will say he misses you. I’m the guy who’d do anything to make you smile. I’m the guy who would never break his promises. I just don’t have a girl to do all that for yet. Call me clingy, but that’s who I am.
Dec 28th
Stuffing my face into my pillow and breathing in and out really helps calm my nerves. It forces me to breathe slowly. Thanks for always being there for me pillow. You’re always there when I get lonely and need a hug. You always take in my tears so no one knows I’ve cried. And you’re always warm and comforting; the first and last thing I feel hugging my face when I wake up and...
Dec 28th
I don’t understand why you think you can walk out of my life like that. We went through so much and I don’t think you understand how much you meant to me. You think you can just take all the memories we had away from me like that? Yeah, I’m selfish like that but I deserve to know why you left. After all, you made me believe you were going to be here for a while. You made me...
Dec 28th
I’m the guy who will text you good morning and good night. I’m the guy who will say he misses you. I’m the guy who’d do anything to make you smile. I’m the guy who would never break his promises. I just don’t have a girl to do all that for yet. Call me clingy, but that’s who I am.
Dec 28th
What do you do in the morning when you wake up? Do you think about what you’re going to wear for the day? Who you want to see? Do you think about how its just another day of boring school? Do you think about what you’re going to achieve in the day? Or maybe you’re just thinking of how you’re going to magically pull yourself out of the warmth and comfort of your bed into the...
Dec 28th
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Dec 27th
ListenI’ve been listening to this Clay Aiken song....
Dec 27th
Oh, I forgot to post this on Tumblr. But @-ajdevera called me and wished me a Merry Christmas. If you all didn’t know, he’s my Tumblr sex buddy (lololol). On the real though, it made me happy :D
Dec 27th
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Dec 26th
annarada asked: I noticed that you recently liked some of my posts. So thanks you! :D Have a good day!
Dec 26th
-perfectforthecircus-deactivate asked: WHAT. How do I do that? o_o
Dec 26th
Anonymous asked: blue & purple
Dec 26th
Dec 26th
Anonymous asked: Hey, I just wanted to say that your blog intrigues me and I love your posts <3 And you're really cute :)
Dec 24th
Anonymous asked: Hey, I just wanted to say that your blog intrigues me and I love your posts <3 And you're really cute :)
Dec 24th
Dec 24th
To anyone who drives
Have you ever been driving and zoned out for a couple of minutes, then ended up either at your destination or further down into the freeway? It scares me because its like my body is driving on autopilot o.o
Dec 24th
Dec 24th
To anyone who drives
Have you ever been driving and zoned out for a couple of minutes, then ended up either at your destination or further down into the freeway? It scares me because its like my body is driving on autopilot o.o
Dec 24th
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Dec 23rd
mschristinamay asked: youre so cute omg ! lol

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LOLOLOLOLOL VV xP
Dec 21st
Anonymous asked: youre so cute omg ! lol
Dec 20th
I’m home for winter break (3 weeks). Super excited. 8am-2pm today was the drive home. About halfway through, we spun out on the ice/snow and we ended up spinning off the road. Luckily it was only a grass field and not a huge hill or anything like that. The bumper got damaged really badly on the right side but other than that, everyone and everything else was okay. I got home, unpacked for a...
Dec 19th
I just want to cry everything out.
I want to show you everything that goes through my head. I want you to see all of the things I see and feel the things I feel. Words simply cannot explain everything that’s going on. If I had the perfect words to tell you what was going on, everything would be so much easier. 
Dec 18th
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ariana-aveina asked: Did that sound like a bad thing? D: If so, I hope you know I didn't mean it like that. I just meant that I sit here and laugh when I come across some of your posts. But it's all in a good way. And you're welcome (:
Dec 16th
Followers?
Just wondering, why do you follow me? It’d be nice to talk to you guys :)
Dec 16th
Two more finals tomorrow, THEN I’M A FREE BITCH. Nothing to do but dance all night tomorrow, all day Thursday, and all day and night Friday. Thursday night = movie night :)
Dec 15th
Just got a 95% on my world civilizations finale exam which brings my total overall grade to an 89.2%. I’d be past 90, but one little open web, 10 question quiz worth 10% of our grade about one of our libraries that everyone had a ton of trouble doing because it was so hard, screwed me over. Yeah, there are people who have worse grades than me. So what? Its not my fault they don’t study...
Dec 14th
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